I wonder (a line a day is finished)

I wonder why death screamed at you, repeatedly calling your name.
I wonder why you had to leave, leaving me in the rain.

I wonder what went through your head, why you left me in the cold.
I wonder why you gave up love, and lost your heart of gold.

I wonder why you cry at night, why singing no longer works,
I wonder if you thought of that, I wonder what's the worst.

You used to say you thought of me, when you had been away.
But this time it seems to me, that away is where you'll stay.

I wonder if you feel complete, now that your life has gone.
I wonder if you can finally sleep, and wake up during dawn.

I wonder if you feel the music, calling you like the night.
I wonder if you can be at peace, and no longer have to fight.

I wonder if you are happy now, while I am all alone.
I wonder if you're doing good, as my mind turns in to stone..