Nothing left but goodbye...

This blade of woeful memories stabs at my soul
Revealing all my weakness, longing for control
I'm bleeding with my words, no one hears my cry
Escaping from reality, my spirit begins to die

Take me with you I cry out, my soul does not reply
I'm stuck within this hell, I'm stuck within this lie
I long to leave this place, I long to be set free
I long to find the happiness that once lived in me

This dagger is so tempting, it peers through its shine
leaving me with this anger and my sanity on the line
Fiercely I gaze back, it's reflection relieves my sorrow
The cryptic dark of blood holds hope for no tomorrow

Repulsion runs so deeply, as this hate quickly grows
My safety does not matter and the truth I won't expose
Forgive me for my failure and the damage which I intend
damage inflicted on me, damage not meant to lend

I've failed as a person, a forgotten absence is what I'll be
only there because I loved you, but I couldn't stay for me
It's all been taken from me, who I am I do not know
uncertainty walks beside me, and never does it show

cruel intentions on my mind, a thought provoking mess
leaving you behind is what I'm unable to suppress
conflicted within myself, these tears are for your cries
knowing how I've hurt you, these words are my goodbyes

As I take my final breath, you'll be the last to leave my mind
I know how much you cared, you were the easiest to find
And if we never meet again, keep me alive within your soul
I love you more than anything, but I've finally lost control

~rolo