Missing him

A silence comes accross her
That no one can explain
They no there is something more
Something she is hiding
It's a silence in black and white

She's hiding the words you said
the things you did
She's hiding the past,
And things not yet of her past
She wants to earse the memories
to earse that part of her life

She wants to cut
She wants to bleed
She doesn't deserve any better
He was all she ever needed
And suddenly
he didn't need her anymore
And she didn't know what to do
Where to go

He's lucky
she knows how to go around like she's happy
Like she doesnt care
she only wishes
He was pretending too.

He said he really liked her..
She'd NEVER admit
She adored him
with everybreath she wonders
what the hell happened
and
where the hell she screwed up.