Maybe it's just Me

I just wanna know why
why I never feel quite together
& why I always feel so alone
everytime I breakdown & cry
I swear I lose a part of myself
a part of my soul
as a tear rolls down my cheek
I wish just for a second
that I could feel whole
everytime I can't seem to keep it together
I feel so much remorse
for my friends & the people around me
to know that they feel an ounce of pain
that I feel each day
would be the death of me
they don't deserve to feel this way
& after one painful day ends
& a new one starts
I begin to feel like maybe...
maybe it's just me
maybe I'm the one
who\'s suppost to feel this sorrow
maybe I'm the one
who has to feel this pain
maybe I'm the one
who's eyes are suppost to burn from the tears
If only I could see..
past these puffy red eyes
If only I could just breathe
I wish I could understand these feelings
& what they mean
maybe then I'd finally see what's wrong
or maybe it was just me..
just me all along