Recurring dreams

by Melissa   Sep 28, 2006


My dreams are irrational
beyond the ability to rationalize
or control
and this heart is willingly able
to fall in love with a mystery
even though mind
is entirely aware
of reality existing quietly

My soul is laden with intuition,
but her shadow refutes
and she just won't follow me
around the playground

anymore

I'm just a frivolous theory
born from a passionate seed
that perpetually pines belonging
to something more
than meaningless chit chat
about life's daily bores
and cynics ornery prophecies
of hopelessness and valiums

I know truth can be messy
when spoken irreverently,
so my honesty seeks riddles
to falsify the certainty
of love disappointing

again

And this sleepy reverie
has become more substantial
than anything
I've ever felt before

So why deny
irrationality,
if it's not hurting anyone,
but myself?

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  • 17 years ago

    by Cuddles

    WOW!! I would say more, but when you write like this, it's all I can say.

  • 17 years ago

    by N M Lambert

    Love this, you are meaningful beyond words in your poetry. the structure fits in excellently with the message of the poem.. xx

  • 17 years ago

    by Gary Jurechka

    Wow.This has qualities of reality and surreality.Dreams and life don't always match-never stop dreaming, hoping, no matter how mundane life is.This is written so well-slightly different than your usual style.It seems you have a great capacity for love and hope that you are waiting to come true-trust me, sometimes when you aren't seeking love, it finds you.I have faith that love and happiness will find such a beautiful soul as yours eventually.You are special, your poems show that,Have faith in love, in yourself, in life.I love the metaphors and honesty in it. The ending is very good.

    Peace, Poetry, & Power,

    Gary Jurechka

  • 17 years ago

    by Bill Turner

    Your poetry is brilliant. This poem is deafening in its questioning, it's challenge and it's beauty. Great job!

  • 17 years ago

    by swill

    Amazing...absolutely stunning melissa.....I know what this poem means EXACTLY.
    Read my poem Reckless Eloquence....and if you dont think that we share the same mind while writing our poems, I'll change my name!
    BTW thanks for your comment on Night...

    hey, and i didnt understand the frivolous theory part....but i totally totally loved the end and the second stanza. :D
    Amazing write...dhaval