Secrets Revealed

Reality has finally sunk in deep
Our once strong love is now unsealed
But I still have all these secrets
That I'm ready to make revealed

Never in my life did I want to lose you
Even though I joked about it some
Truth is, the thought scared me to death
But I never knew that day would come

I said I never wanted to get married
But I meant to no one but you
I couldn't see my life without it
And it kills me to know we're through

I did cry that day they played our song
I just didn't want you to ever know
My feelings have always been well kept
And I never meant for them to show

I don't know why I kept pushing you away
And I'm sorry that things were never the same
I'm trying so hard to just make it today
Because you're my lost love that never came