Two Angels

Ive never even met you,
but you have changed my life so much.
No matter where we end up,
I hope we always stay in touch.

I'm a very demanding person,
hiding my pain behind a smile.
But when you entered my life,
you made staying alive worthwhile.

People will come and go,
but real friends are forever.
I can talk to you about anything,
we have so many laughs together.

Jackie, the greatest person ever,
to me you are a sister and also a friend.
With you there's only truth,
I feel no need to have to pretend.

You make me feel good,
telling me I'm funny and pretty too.
You have made me want to change,
to grow up to be just like you.

I know you've had real hard times,
but you made it through the rain.
You make me feel that i can do it,
that i can overcome my pain.

Vito when i found you,
I found a friend so truly great.
You remind me of myself,
without all the added hate.

Sometimes we don't agree,
and you do things that leave me afraid.
I really want you to make it,
and it hurts me too when you are betrayed.

We share a love of rap music,
and the feeling of losing someone we love.
Maybe god sent you to help me,
my little thug angel from above.

So here upon this paper,
I'm trying to let you both know,
that i will always remember,
no matter where i go.

A few weeks ago,
I decided it was my time to die.
Things were getting hard for me,
I thought i was ready to say goodbye.

But it wasn't god that stopped me,
it was two angels of my own.
I came on-line to talk to you,
and suddenly i wasn't alone.

So you both saved my life,
without you i wouldn't be here today.
I would of been just a statistic,
another teenager went astray.

I am now determined to make it,
you were there to lift my cloud.
I don't know how to thank you,
but one day i will make you proud.

Some will think me sad,
to owe my life to people on the net.
But i do and thats the truth,
Something i will never ever forget.

For Jackie and Vito, my two angels, i will never be able to pay them back but i just wanted to let them know how much they mean to me and at least try to thank them for giving me back my life. I love you guys xx xxx