HiDiNg

I'm not emo just a little sad,
i have no trust worthy friends,
wishing and praying ,
that life soon ends,

i do admit,
i tell lies,
but you can't see them,
when you look in my eyes,

for me poems help,
they ease my pain,
and have the sun,
cover up my day rain,

i get let down,
i always cry,
and you people have the nerve,
to ask me why,

name calling,
hating me,
and why,
i don't see,

i go to my room,
tell my parents I'm going to sleep,
but do you know the real reason,
I'm actually going to weep,

sit by myself,
hiding hiding all day long,
your right I'm happy,
i lied your wrong,

i want to go to heaven,
but i have to wait,
one hard thing is,
the pressure from people i can't take........

By,denysia Chapman madden