Complicated

The things that seem so little
Are the same that feel so large
They can make a soft heart brittle
And make what's simple very hard

I feel things black and white
Though shades of grey complicate
My emotions put up a fight
Until I'm trapped with love and hate

I can't remember what is good
And I always forget what is bad
So I never do what I should
Never know what I could have had

And though memories may change
The experience stays the same
It happened on a different day
But that sense of pain, remains.