I was an accident

I was just an accident,
not meant to be born,
i bet when i was.
my mom probably began to morn,

no rhythm,
no talent,
this life for me,
wasn't meant,

god gave me a chance,
but i failed him indeed,
i guess,
i am just a bad seed,

just an accident,
born by mistake,
my life,
i wish he would take,

came into this world on accident,
turned out to be worse,
why me,
why did i get this evil curse,

hated by all,
not loved by one,
is this gods idea,
of fun,

told i am ugly,
should never have been born,
my heart,
i guess it was made to be torn,

15 yrs old,
i ruined my moms teenage life,
you know what i should do,
i should take a knife,

you know what i was,
i was an accident,
a life,
that was never meant...................

by,Denysia Chapman-Madden