Do you know how it feels to live my life

Do you know what it's like,
to cry yourself to sleep at night,
do you know how it feels,
how everything good slips away when you are holding it with all your might,

do you know what it's like,
to watch a friend go through a hard time,
do you know how it feels,
when you know it's time for the rejection in school time,

do you know what it's like,
to fall in love,
do you know how it feels,
when your with that gift from above,

do you know what it's like to have pain inside,
or to have your heart broken by that one you thought you could trust,
do you know how it feels,
when it comes to your parents past mistakes and yours are the biggest,

do you know what i's like,
to watch a river flood your home,
do you know how it feels,
how every where you go you always feel alone,

do you know what it's like,
when people call you a really bad name every day,
do you know how it feels,
when you feel like you have to lie and say your OK,

do you know what it's like,
to live my life,
do you know what it feels like,
to always have a strife,

do you know what it's like,
or how i feel,
do you know what i go through,
do you know my deal,

do you know what it's like,
to pray to god and wonder if he is there,
do you know what its like,
wondering if the person you love really does care,

do you know how it feels,
when I'm talking to you,
or how many times my heart skips it's beat,
i do,

do you know how it feels,
do you know what it's like,
to go what i go through,
no you don't cause you don't live my life....

denysia Chapman-madden