Tear drops fall from my eyes,
as daytime turns to night,
but no body knows,
so nobodies here to ask if I'm alright,
so many days i spend faking happiness,
with a smile on my face,
trying to stand up again,
after my crash in life's big race,
As i die slowly,
with pain breaking my heart,
no body knows,
inside I'm falling apart,
The blood that flows through my veins,
is weak and filled with painful poison,
it feels as someone turned me inside out,
and gave me a brutal beaten,
with a smile from my face,
and a joke from my lips,
can hide all my pain,
and can hide my life's rips,
i am an actor,
on a stage all day,
but when night time comes,
my acting goes away,
behind my door in my room all alone,
the real me comes out and the pain shows,
what's behind the door,
is a girl beaten by life's blows,
a weak girl who tries to fight,
and gives it her all,
but by the end of the night,
she always takes a fall,
what's done this to me,
why has this hurt come along,
i try to do everything right,
but to the hurt it's always a wrong,
i am an actor,
who must put on a show for her family and friends,
but at the end of the play,
all the acting ends,
no body knows,
the pain that my heart holds,
no body knows the fight i can't win,
but at night when I'm alone in my room the hurt always unfolds,
the tears fall like a waterfall,
i go in to baby mode,
i shake and cry,
wishing to beat pain i had it's secret code,
i am an actor,
who plays by pains script during the day,
and when nighttime comes,
I'm it's weak defenseless prey,
a weak little girl,
who can't fight back,
who can't runaway and tell,
about hurts painful attack,
but instead of getting roses thrown at my feet,
instead of hearing pain's bravos,
all i get it tears and cries and hurt,
but me putting on the shows no body even knows,
i am a weak girl trying to fight pain and hurt,
but no matter what i lose by the end of the day,
i am an actor,
i am pain's weak defenseless prey.......
