You wrote a note..and it said..

You wrote me a note,
saying good bye,
expected me to alright,
thinking at night i wouldn't cry,
Thought i would be OK,
with out you in my life,
didn't think you'd cause so much hurt,
I'd start cutting with a knife,

You wrote me a note,
that changed my view,
i hate me now,
but i know it's because of you,
Was i not good enough,
even when i gave you all my trust,
then you wrote me a note,
that let our friendship crumple to the dust,

now you stand alone,
watching me fall,
watching my weakness,
watching me trying to stand tall,
you stand from a distance,
just watching me die,
laughing at my pain,
laughing at the tears i cry,

you wrote me a note,
that caused me to fall to the ground,
your words pure with hatred,
and their pinning me down,
I'm wrestling to get up,
but they weigh more then my strength can bare,
so now I'm dying,
bleeding with my hearts big tare,

i trusted you so much,
then you wrote me a note,
said you think we shouldn't be friends,
I'm left in the rain without a protection coat,
i stopped eating,
i can't sleep at night,
cause forever my friend,
i wanted to hold you tight,

then you stabbed me through the heart,
i was just being used,
i gave you a friendship everyone wants,
but yet you had to abuse,
You lost all my trust,
you took away my dignity,
you took away my pride,
and replaced it all with pity,

you wrote me a note,
with words full of hate,
i did nothing wrong,
but you said i was too late,
how can i be late,
when nothing happened at all,
how could you kill the same friend,
who through the bad times helped you stand tall,

i sit in my room in the corner,
the blood reflecting in the pale moonlight,
thinking of you,
trying to fight,
trying to fight the words,
holding me down,
trying to dust off,
and stand off the ground,

but no matter how hard i try,
in the end the blood won't ever dry,
why did you say you would never go then lie,
why did you leave me alone to cry,
what did i do wrong,
to make you write that note of hate,
why am i hurting so bad,
i am turning away from the plate,

that i can't close my eyes,
with out night mares getting though,
what did i do so bad,
god let me become friends with a person like you,
you betrayed my trust,
you lost all love i had for you,
as soon as for no reason,
you said our friendship was through,

it's not fair at all,
when i tried so hard and gave you everything i had,
then you take it an walk away,
now I'm hurting bad,
crying at night,
cutting with the blade,
i keep on cutting,
even though i know my dues have been paid,

i said I'd never let you go,
and now i wish my heart would let me,
cause your laughing and watching,
like my pain you can't seem,
I'm falling apart,
dying inside and left to cry,
you wrote a note....
and it said goodbye...

by,denysia Chapman-madden