Who Am I

Try To sit back relax but i cant sit still,
so i go an stand by the window sill,
i look out trying to find answers i lack,
feel the wind through the window's crack,
as it hits my skin sends a shiver up my spine,
I'm still looking for answers i don't have in my mind,
my life is spiraling out of control,
i can find myself can't see my soul,
my eyes blue yet turned to hidden ice,
hiding secrets by being nice,
I try to Find "me" and no one else,
but as i keep looking I'm losing more of myself,
who am i, i have no clue,
lost in this world not knowing what to do,
my mind twisted,warped,in one big swirl,
I'm going crazy living in this world,
answers i know I'll never find,
so many thoughts locked in the back of my mind,
like a hurricane spiraling inside,
all i wanna do is hide,
rain falling from blue ice eyes,
but behind a door no one hears my cries,
i look out an up at the sky,
an think to myself...who am i?

written by,denysia madden