I Wish I knew Why

Too many days I've walked around
trying to get over you
I honestly never thought
it would be so hard to do

I let you get the best of me
and that was my biggest mistake
and I feel i deserve to suffer
for every piece of my heart I let you take

Everyone else could tell
you didn't really care
but because love blinded me
I was left unaware

I thought that you were different
but you're all the same
every guys heart is in his d**k
the only difference is his name

But I won't give you the satisfaction
of knowing you're driving me insane
So I continue to fake a smile
so that you can't see my pain

I just don't understand
why i can't seem to let go
even now when I have someone
that I'm deeply loves me so