When I get a rest from simple thoughts,
I open my heart while my eyes close...
This chapter ends as you leave,
And I stare at my empty hands...
My jewel of mystery,
Found cold within me...
The spirit within feels deeply unloved,
As the frail body alone keeps standing...
Every night, I close my eyes,
I imagine crystal stars...
The naked stare kisses blank emptiness,
Tired breathing keeps her alive...
Door shut,
Lights out...
The song of your smile,
sings the deepest lines...
I seriously promised myself all my life,
To never dare to damage my fragile heart...
Crystal star, don't blame me for trying,
My heart's been longing to ask...
She looks out the window,
Her vision blurred by flowing tears...
"Remaining unloved."
What a heart-breaking fear...