I have to stop caring about what you're thinking,
My heart is breaking and it is shrinking...

No, I'm not fine, thank you.
I'm way beyond help, I'm way beyond rescue...

I can no longer hold this stainless image,
No one can see all this hidden damage...

I mis those family-fun-days,
Sitting in the grass beneath blazing sun rays...

I was thinking and noticed the other day,
We complain about everything in life in every way...

When I think about what we used to be,
I cry and cry in spite of me...

I hate myself for what I've become,
All I've said, all I've done...

I can't handle this pain anymore,
For days I've been watching as blood hits the...

I hate you for everything.
I hate you until it burns and stings...

I wonder what life would be like if I was really...
I wonder what life would be like if I wasn't what...

I really don't know why she's sill better than me,
Seriously, how perfect do I have to be...

Sometimes I wonder where I'd be,
Where I'd be if you hadn't picked me...