I'm at a loss of understanding,
so perhaps someone can enlighten me...

Two years
seven months...

She plays upon her shattered piano,
her fingers addicted to the red keys...

My head groans
as the world spins in the rhythm...

As the sun dips slowly,
sunset burns through the sky...

I've long wandered and searched,
The dark shrouded caverns of my head...

The Color of Goodbye
I do not know the paints to use...

I am queer.
I am not straight...

As I gaze at the starts at night,
and dream of what is to be...

Tonight I sung with the celestial choir,
standing in companionship with the stars...

You know -
I spend all day...

Sick with fear
Nauseous with pain...