A smile,
It fades...
Look in the mirror what do you see?
A ugly young girl starin back at me...
I stand here,
Cold as Ice...
Everynight I cry myself to sleep,
Hoping I would die in my dreams...
I know I\'m taking this hard...
I\'ve tried to make this easy...
Derek,
I knew you for sometime...
She restarts and goes deeper into the skin this...
The skin that once was clear beautiful...
I sit on the cold hard ground,
Watching the leave start to descend down...
Why\'d you have to go?
I miss you so...
Look at the lonely girl curled up in the corner,
Look into her eyes and tell me what you see...
Every day just seems so long,
And everything seems to go so wrong...
All my life I've waited...
Waited for this day to come...