Why is it i can only write when im depressed.
When im happy my work turns out soundling like...

Confusion:
its an emotion i feel...

My alcoholism
controls everything I do...

I believe in love but I am human
And I’m starting get a crush...

Cuddles with my cats
on a freezing winter night...

Slice goes the blade across my thigh. Slice it...

Darkness consumes me
As I continue to fall...

I miss you like the stars miss the moon
on the darkest of the months night...

My life feels like a complete waste of time
The dark is black, depression taking hold...

Once again I find myself in my own presence
Two am with work in just a few hours...

Death is something
we must all do...

Death
Experiment...