Deep inside, there is another me;
Desperately pleading, waiting to be free...
When I go with the flow,
I get depressed...
Hatred in my music
Blaring in my ears...
Trying to forget, trying to recover
Long it's been the pain I've suffered...
I decided I would appreciate
as much as I could for my last day alive...
Hold me down and force your lies
Choke the truth with your disguise...
"What would you do If I sang out of key?
Would you stand up and walk out on me...
Once I cared what you thought of me
It chained my hands, told me who to be...
Life is like a brick wall.
Build it up; grow stubborn...
I focus on the noise
My thoughts devoid...
Carry me away
warm summer wind to a place...
I can grin and bare;
Hide my empty stare...