I thought I was fine.
In fact I thought I was doing perfectly okay as I...

I never understood how selflessly you could
love when it came to family until last...

Winter was never my favorite time of
the year...

Words.
It’s amazing how I’ve always been so good at...

I keep telling myself not to look at the clock;
But it’s no use...

My nerves are shot.
I’m distressed and I’m hurting...

Comfort.
Thats the first thing i remember needing to feel...

I miss you in the purest form.
I miss seeing your eyes light up when you smile...

I wish I could hug you;
And heal your heart while I’m doing it...

“You don’t deserve to die”.
I repeat the words in my head over and over again...

I have a half eaten bag of peanut butter m&ms...
They’ve been there for three days...

I don’t think I’ve ever felt as much...
And you were nowhere to be seen...