Unbidden hope drowns the despair
My foot steps onto hallowed ground...

You settle into me, my life now
Something evil is taking over...

Darkness is my path to stride
I have long since started down it...

"You will not make it in the world
You're worthless and you know it...

Soft silk lace cool against flesh
Running smoothly through my hands...

Call me everything you can
Spit out the words you love to hate...

The soft breath caressing
Gentle...

Countless times I break my vows
Always trying to regain my sense of self...

Before there was a little girl
She wore many colors bright...

I write everything confess all to you
Let everything pour out of my soul...

The sepulchre has lain undisturbed
Time itself never stole across...

One hour slowly goes by
Leaving me hollow as I cry...