Dear Mom and Dad
These are my last words...

I've gone back to self-harm
After being able to resist...

My throat is sore
And my eyes in tears...

This will be the perfect night
Where my wings will unfold...

I am sorry Ana, for letting you down
But I have gained pounds of weight...

She wakes up,to face another day
Stands in front of the mirror,but looks away...

I feel so restless
I need to sleep...

Fill up with bitterness and anger
I am so damn angry with you...

Dear God
I really hope you get this letter...

Let us go back
To the day we met...

On her knees she prays
With tears in her eyes...

I kneel beside my alter
And say a little prayer...