Watching the blade sink in as I look in the mirror. I scream at the reflection. How dead she looks, how ugly and fat and useless she is. Her eyes are dead but tears still fall. What has she done to herself?

If life is like a box of chocolates
Mine must have been left out in the sun

m. ernst 2012

My best friend moved away......It feels like i just got a divorce.

Love is not blind
it just can't see through tears

m.ernst

Life flows into the chances you give it.

I'll Rise To Fall Again

"You are never as lonely as you feel, or alone as you think."

Angels Scream
And Devils Sing
As Memories Torment My Dreams

It's so hard to understand you
but ..,
why so easy to fall in love with you ?

I'm sorry you made me cry when I promised you couldn't.
I'm sorry you trusted me and I showed you that you shouldn't.
I'm sorry I told you you could save me when you don't know how.
But most of all I'm sorry I'm so sad that nothing can help me now