You were the only person could imagine myself spending the rest of my life with. You were also the person I would never imagine hurting me... And look how that turned out... 1 broken heart after another.

Why is the person I love always the person I could never be with?

As a tear runs down my face,
you ask me what is wrong,
i shake my head laughing,
saying nothing,
but as soon as you turn away,
i whisper everything</3

Love is both the most beautiful thing you can ever feel,
and it is also the worst thing you can feel.
smiles aren't always what they seem to be,
and people aren't always happy like they appear.

" If only my mouth was as big as my heart you'd understand what I am trying to say . "

I'm still involved emotionally with someone, and somehow I refused to let those feelings go. Those feelings are my comfort zone. Those feelings, no matter how delusional or in denial, keeps me from having to start all over again.

"you learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm bothered. you say we'll never make my parents mistakes." -Mine, Taylor Swift

I have to admit...I still pretend my pillow is you :$

There's so much I want to be honest about...
I just know things will be better if I lie</3

When she called him crying needing him to be there, he wasn't. When he called her begging for her back, she laughed & hung up the phone saying " You should have been there."