Wind slashes the car.
Rain stands in our way.
"Mommy, how much
longer?
Until we get home?"
The car jolts...

(Thoughts of a paranoid me (prt 1) Take a look?)

The saddest thing that I can possibly think of is a dead bird, they make me think about how no matter how free you are, one day you will die.

My knife is my only friend
My knife, it understands
My knife
My knife
Kill me now.

I wrote your name in the sky,
don't ask when, don't ask why
I just know when I look at the sky,
I see you shining with a wonderful smile

Your smile could brighten anyones day,
no matter what they were going through.
And I know everyday for the rest of your life,
I will be missing you !!

R.I.P NANNA

Don't ask me if I'm ok,,

I'm pretending that it's yesterday

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If you can pull the trigger, I will load the gun. And if you can tie the knot, I will make sure that you're hung. If you can find the pills, I will make that bed. I don't need the devil, I've got you instead.

*I want to be your last thought before you say goodbye, forever. </3

The wrists are a canvas with razor blade brush to paint the pain of a broken life.

Every night I cross my heart & hope to die;
but it never happens.