Now I lay myself to sleep, a bottle of vodka at my feet. please god, let me die before I wake, and tell him that I drank it srait.
(i didnt write that, so dont give me credit)

~What can you do when your biggest fear is about to come true, and the big fear is lossing someone you love~

"people say that commiting suicide solves noting,in my eyes it solves everything,it gets ride of the pain,if you live it will always reamain."

Live each day as death isn't real because in the end, you'll face reality.

You ask why I do not cry at the sight of death? I cry not for the very simple reason that when you think so deeply about life so often, death becomes one's enemy; and why would you want to cry for an enemy's success?

© Copyright of Ben Blackburn

Life.is.one.big.race
i.bet.i.reach.the.finish
before.you.do

In loving memorie Gorden Teach 91-06
this is a poem i wrote about the loss of a friend please read it

In loving memorie Gorden Teach 91-06

:( we love and miss you Gordy

Sometimes i wish god would take me away
Sometimes i wish the reaper would find me today

I died that is true
i died because of you

There can never be peace
beacause all living things
would have to cease