He was my lover. My soulmate. My friend.
i never imagined that what we shared could ever end.

Always and forever he said.
And now he is dead.
.x.

No more tears now, for they will not bring him back. Nothing in this life could ever replace what i now lack.
.x.

The thoughts about death, suicide.. It's over powering.

I wish I was dead and you were still breathing.

You may hear her whisper,
'This was my invisible death,
You know you want one to,
Bury yourself next to me,
So together we can be.'
- Part of my poem "Invisible death"

Ring around the rosie, pockets full of posie. Ashes to ashes, we all fall down.

Grave digger when you dig my grave, can you make it shallow so that I can feel the rain.

Its not the gun that kills , but the man holding the gun

Feeling like taking my own life when i think of the times we had, like there's nothing good on earth only bad...see you soon.

They forgot about you, just replaced you with someone else.. But you still mean the world to me.

Rip, 3-11-10.