I make a plan to take some pills, it shouldnt take too long, i write out notes to all my friends to read when i am gone.

Please do not sit at my grave and cry
for i am not there i did not die.
Do not sit ant my grave and weep i am not there i do not sleep.

Vyla

I remember the last time i looked into them big blue eyes,

and watched a river form and stream down your cheeks.

Get the f*u*c*k out of here
kiss your a*s*s goodbye
no one f*u*c*k*i*n wants you here
go play suicide.

Suicide is a last cry for help that cannot be answered.

I love you
Do you remember?
I told you last night
Before you died

Im over life.
All it does is f*&% you over and oooh... these pills look like candy.

If I was to die tomorrow, would you even care?

My addiction
its not like any other
im not a crackwhor or a pot head
im just a cutter

What's the sense of living when everyone around you just ends up dying? There should be eternal life for all who feel like life is worth living.