They say life was a gift from god.. but life is full of pain and hurt.. i just didn't know a gift could cause so much pain .. i dont want another gift..

Sometimes i get angry and scream I HATE MY MUM. I WISH SHE WAS DEAD !! but then one day i had a dream and in it my mum died. i woke up my face and pillow was wet my nose was running i was crying.and from that moment i realised. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY MUM.

Maybe there is a reason why im still alive. but im still searching for that reason.

How comes happiness only lasts a few minutes but sadness can last a lifetime?

Trying to forget,
the days that they had,
she tosses back another shot.
Now, she doesn't feel so sad.

*4rm my new poem 'Look What You've Done'*

Isn't it odd how one's death makes you evaluate your own life? R.I.P. Eduard.

Last night i thought of death
last night i held a gun
Last night i wanted to end it
Life is never fun

Taking lives, savoring death. We bask in the glory of killing and violence.

The pain has returned
My soul is on fire
My heart didn't do this to me
It just called Love a liar

*4rm my new poem "If You Had Been Here"*

I dare you to watch
as my eyes glaze over.