I'll live those I've lost along the way

I couldnt cutt myself today.
So instead I burned my flesh away.

Im sorry for all the hurt ive caused,
but now my life is paused.
I can't keep living like this,
so now its time for the blades last kiss.
It dances across my throat
like that of a boat
across the lake.
No longer do i have to fake.

Does anyone have a gun i can borrow?
i promise you can have it back,
after i pull the trigger

If you fantasize about your funeral, I understand, I've been there before. If there's more importance in the music played than who'd attend, we are the same. With heads to the ground, as I'm lowered down, there will be a chorus: an overwhelming sound.

Im sorry im not stronger.
im sorry i couldnt last longer.
im sorry im weak.
im sorry ive reached the peak.
im sorry that i hurt so much.
im sorry for using you as a crutch.
im sorry for everything.
and now, i can hear angels sing.

I literally know now that i cant live without you, you are my world and i love you but you just like me and i know we can never be...

Im ready to go, lead me into the light.

Im sorry that i couldnt stand on my own longer...

Life is only a season
death lasts forever