Life is only a season
death lasts forever

The thought of death, it scares me to death and I don't know why. I don't know, it's just too much to never wake up.

I covet for the knife of steel,
To plunge my heart and no longer feel,
But these lungs just won't stop breathing,
And so my soul lives in silent screaming.

Please... just let me die.... </3

The most suicides happen during July.... not December like most people believe.

Everyday I die a little more, but nobody has the heart to see.... </3

Dying is not automatic
It should be fun and sporadic
Wouldn't have it any other way

Is it time to say my final goodbyes yet???

Why couldn't I have gone just a little deeper?
Then I wouldn't be crying while sitting here...

Why do I even try?
Someday I will surely die.
So why can't today be the day I stop crying?