She smiles when she wants to cry,
Lives when she wants to die,
Tries to be happy but cannot see,
Why she can't escape this misery

A special someone
a special face
a special someone
we can never replace

Even when I have people that care about me I still want to die

The hole in my heart can't be seen.
The hole in my wrist is my badge.
Emotional scars are hidden, but these Physical scars can't hide.

I regret saying that I hate you, because now I can never tell you, that you were the only person I truly loved. You died thinking that you were hated by the only person that loved you. I,m so sorry, I love you so much and miss you my sunshine.

.: .One.Two.Three.Four. :.
Count the [PILLS] out on the floor
YeLlOw ReD oRaNgE wHiTe
M a k e t h i s *nightmare* e n d… [tonight]

The game of life is hard to play I'm gonna lose it anyway. The losing card I'll someday lay...and that someday is today.

Its funny how everyone finally notices you once you're dead....

6 feet under, that`s all it takes..
and all the pain is gone.
no one has anything bad left to say, but a million good things they wished they could tell you.
6 feet under they think anyone would be lucky to have you and suddenly, you are loved.

My fate is sealed.
I am to die...

(from ''Fate is sealed'' take a look?)