With each breath i take, i wish it were my last..

**Whoever said it was a sin to committ suicide has obviously never lived a life like ours.**

To have loved and lost is said to be better than to not love at all but why does it hurt like hell when you've lost a love?

And I can't take it. It wasn't fake. It happened, you passed by. Now you are gone, There you go, Somewhere I can't bring you back. Now you are gone, There you go, Somewhere you're not coming back </3

From the song Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne

She was brought into the world by love to live
And now love is the one who killed her.

I wrote your name on a bullet because that is the last thing I wanted running through my mind

I can see your flesh
and you can see mine
you can prove that i live
but you can't prove if i'm alive

Often suicidals dont want to die, not in the split second we do it, we want other people to see the physical pain we go through because of the mental pain they inflicted on us before we do die.

Have you ever just wanted to wake up in a hospital bed to hear the nurse tell your family you're not going to make it??

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Honey is sweet
Just Like you.

But the roses are dying
And your still lying
the blackend roses are still bleeding
and so is my throat; I'm deseeding.