You always say smile
but its not worth the while
you say its love
but thats not enough
you say be happy
god.. dont be so sappy
your words are in my head
but id rather dead .

I just wish I had someone to wipe my tears away, hold me in their arms, and tell me that everything will be okay...

Showing what you really feel is not bad
but judging out my feelings is non of your business anymore...

I knew life wasn't easy, but I didn't know it was this hard.

I hurt myself so you can't.

Love is the slowest form of suicide.

Too many thoughts, too many ways to ask the question, too many possible answers I may or may not like.

"Its very hard to motivate yourself everyday when you feel you are tired and no one is there to cheer you up."

I can close my eyes to things that i dont want to see,
I can act like a deaf if i dont want to hear a silly sounds,
I can fake my smile to show that i'm happy
but i cant close my heart to things that i dont want to feel

I've gotten really good at hiding my emotions when i'm around people.. but when i'm alone.. i'm a complete wreck.