Don't tell me not to cut, when it's the only way to feel like I'm still alive.

Dear heart please stop beating.. then you cant hurt me no more

I cant be who i was anymore... its amazing how blood and tears can change your life and you cant turn back you just have to go forward and hope not to die anymore

I wanna die, but for how many times?

I'm soo far from being okay.

The only thing I look forward to, is getting drunk by myself in my room at midnight.

Don't love me, just try to understand me.

*Sigh* Is the only right I have left in me.

Let the flower that ever touched my heart
wilt in melancholy
let the love frame in my soul
blank in the blue
my weak, my tears, decorated with cloudy mind
so my fall and prostration become my companion on every night

You f;cked my life brianna. thank god that you're out of it now >,> go die.