My heart is BLACK with darkness and pain,
Going back into a depression again.

I was lost in this world, I didn't know what to do.
That was until... I found you.

I feel the malice in my veins".)
my heart swells in hatred when i hear your name..
my wounds have healed..
but you can still see the scars..

cut my wrists and hope to die..

It's been a while since everything has felt okay..

My falling tears said please don't cry!!!

I'm stopping her doing stupid things which she has already done! please "I" don't try so hard

My girlfriend doesn't like me because i hate her boyfriend!

Nothing I do makes a difference anymore. So why do I bother trying?

Too afraid to live. Too scared to die. Too hurt to feel. Too dead to cry

Sometimes, I'm afraid to be happy, because every time I'm happy, something goes wrong,and hurts me sometimes to the point where i wanna give up and end my life.