I am a failed suicide.

I couldn't even succede at quitting.

People says its bad to cut but what if thats the only time you feel?!? then is it wrong?

"I haven't really smiled in a long time..."

Stuck in my head
I'd rather stay
Fighting these demons away....

This is bigger than you...

When ever i look at my arms. all i see is proof that my heart has cried.

I just want to feel something again.. I just want to feel something, other than pain.

I want to leave this place,
I live for that hope,
Until that day comes
Don't judge how I cope.

I make jokes about everything, it's how I deal with the pain. Because if I'm laughing, people don't know I'm dying inside.

I just wish someone would care