I knew the risks, i knew how hard to fight and i faced all of them, i knew am not gonna win but i didn't know that pain is such a hell if i fail.

I dont know what to say,
i don't know what to feel
all i know is everything around me seems perfectly real.

They say there is a method to our madness,
but what is reason without cause?

"I live for everyone but myself."

"I don't wish to die...I just wish I was never born..."

"I have a lot of things but I don't really have anything."

The nightmares come
can't get them out of my head
no tear drops fall
there's a cut there instead...

It's so sad how I'm about to burst into tears, and I don't want to live anymore yet everyone thinks that I'm perfectly fine; they don't care enough to look past the fake smiles and see the pain in my eyes....

Life Hurts..

Now that the monster is coming
don't know what i gotta do
cause i will miss you so...
and i hope you'll feel the same way too
just owaz remember
that i'm owaz be here
i love you much honey 'IM'...