Ever feel alone even though your with your friends? Ever feel like you should die instead of waste space? Ever feel like the battle you are fighting has already been won but not by you?

Cont.

"i'd rather watch you choke on the smoke from the flames until i know that only ashes remain.""

Cont.

"you're so good at making bad decisions, but even better at burning bridges. knowing everything that i know now, i'd never put the fire out."

"don't initiate a conversation that instigates a confrontation. i've found a new best friend in hatred that says that it's too damn late to save this. "

cont.

I knew the time was coming,
I didn't think it would be so soon,
Depression and mania grabs you and kicks you where it hurts.

Sadness hurt not just your body but mind and soul

Dear heart, why do you beat still? What did I do to make you hurt so?

Family is supposed to be the glue that keeps you sane.... but my family seems to be coming undone.

"Embracing Death and Loving Life Less." - Amanda Melissa

"Depression is an Ugly thing that can be bestowed unto the Happiest people on this planet." -Amanda Melissa