I just want to happy with you .. but i cant.

I'm giving up, it's done with. No more good girl, no more bad. I'm just me, fading, faking, smiling me, because I'm giving up, it's done with.

The truth behind the tears?
They hide my deepest fears...

Sometimes you don't need to know everything. Because after you find out, You feel sick to your stomach.

Ever feel like fading, when everyone says to fight? Ever feel like faking when everyone thinks your not? Ever feel like dying instead of standing strong? Ever feel like feeling right instead of being wrong?

Ever feel alone even though your with your friends? Ever feel like you should die instead of waste space? Ever feel like the battle you are fighting has already been won but not by you?

Cont.

"i'd rather watch you choke on the smoke from the flames until i know that only ashes remain.""

Cont.

"you're so good at making bad decisions, but even better at burning bridges. knowing everything that i know now, i'd never put the fire out."

"don't initiate a conversation that instigates a confrontation. i've found a new best friend in hatred that says that it's too damn late to save this. "

cont.

I knew the time was coming,
I didn't think it would be so soon,
Depression and mania grabs you and kicks you where it hurts.