I NEVER TOLD YOU ABOUT MY LIFE TO GET PITY!

Tell me if I'm worth the pain, worth the sores that dig into your veins. Tell me I'm something that brightens up your day.

A smiling person, yet so devastated inside. I'm never this helpless before, I'm becoming more of that sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you go.

And the sad thing is, you'll never know how it really hurts.

Just remember that, the NICE things you do DOESN'T cover all THE SHITS you did/are doing behind my back!

Everything is coming down all on me... everyone i know pushes me infornt of them to take all their hits in life... well you know what... im done i cant take it anymore more

She needs to be saved

Sometimes I Look In The Mirror & Imagine Your Reflection.........

They say its not the fall that kills you...
its the sudden stop
and the saddest thing is,i really cant wait
to.hit.the.ground
x

The rope burns have faded
The bruises have healed
It's amazing what a simple smile
These days can conceal

- from my poem 'Never Be the Same'

I have arrived at that point where my depression, that pain, can no longer be expressed through prose. I have arrived to that place where its beyond the ability to see the cold beauty of suffering.