I just wanted to be happy....I guess no one thinks I should be

Depression eats away my sanity
As the knife looks better each day
Stealing what's left of my soul
A pain that never really goes away

from my poem 'Slice by Slice, Peace by Piece'

All my common sense gone
The depression never fully leaves
And in those moments
My self-harm is conceived

from my poem 'Slice by Slice, Peace by Piece'

How can anything that man create would kill ...but everything he created, killed!

You think because I struggle with depression that I'm weak? Maybe it's because I have to hold it all inside to keep your world together

I NEVER TOLD YOU ABOUT MY LIFE TO GET PITY!

Tell me if I'm worth the pain, worth the sores that dig into your veins. Tell me I'm something that brightens up your day.

A smiling person, yet so devastated inside. I'm never this helpless before, I'm becoming more of that sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you go.

And the sad thing is, you'll never know how it really hurts.

Just remember that, the NICE things you do DOESN'T cover all THE SHITS you did/are doing behind my back!

Everything is coming down all on me... everyone i know pushes me infornt of them to take all their hits in life... well you know what... im done i cant take it anymore more