Regrets are self-created and cause for further regrets.

I sit alone on the roof tonight, cloaked with sadness and scarfed in lonliness but they do nothing to warm me up and instead remind me of how cold it is outside.

some days are quite hard

IN LIFE, THERE IS NOTHING AS DECEPTIVE AS LOVE IN RELATIONSHIPS.WE MISBELIEVE THE TRUENESS OF OUR DEARLY’S. AND BELIEVE AN EXACT LIE ABOUT THEM.MAYBE WE FAIL TO COGITATE.LOVE IS JUST,EVERYONES WEAKNESS. LETS LOVE THEM ANYWAY.

Why do I continue the path that leads to destruction?

Just because I sometimes think of suicide..
It doesn't mean I want to die..
It means I want the pain to end..

Can you feel my tears which I silently shed for you daily....

"Take me, take me to the Lord,
I dont wanna keep on fighting..
I cant do this anymore.."

Being by myself isn't safe. I'm not worried about someone else breaking in because I am the intruder and the killer.

I want the shadows to entangle me and kiss me with the passion of death.