Whenever you see me at my happiest, I'm really at my saddest.

When you start your life,
A coin is flipped.
Heads, your life is where dreams do come true
Tales, your life spirals out of control.

I was tales.

They look at her without seeing
they listen to her but they don't hear

"What's the furthest place from here?
It hasn't been my day for a couple years.
What's a couple more?"

Brand New.

Is it okay not to know who I am anymore?

I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know if i want to end it all or really just want to be saved

Is it bad when your family does care about you and you don't care back and you don't want there help, you just want to die?

But what i see is everyone looking down on me, and im feeling like im the only one...when you dont even understand yourself, how can other's see where your coming from?

I don't know if you are being fast, or I am being slow; I just know the fact that we are not being able to walk together.

I just realized ... that iam not the only person on this earth who has been abondoned ... the world is full of beautiful souls still cryin for their love and may those beloved of ours have mercy on us cuz it hurts bad !