..not all seemingly happy people are happy indeed..when the fun is over, some sit alone and silently bleed..:(

A mask to wear to hide behind, never show a chink, smile nicely to hide the anger, laugh cheerfully to hide the pain.

I should have given up on the world before it decided to give up on me.

Pour me some vodka,
forget the mix,
i'll take it straight,
tonight i just wanna forget,
i just wanna forget.

& if theres one thing I learned in my life, it's that no matter how hard you fake a smile, or how pretty others tell you you are, it never means a thing, because you remember that the smiles a fake & that you don't feel beautiful at all.

When you've been let down so many times, and the tears just seem to be never ending, you're forced to move on and give up on those people who let you down, even if you don't want too.

Cover up with makeup,
walk out the doors,
paint on a smile,
and forget all the tears,
show the world just how tough you are.

What do you see?

Do you see her tears hidden behind her big brown eyes
Do you see her scars hidden well underneath her clothes
Do you see her pain trembling inside her broken body

Do you see anything?

If you knew the ways in which i hate myself..i wonder..would you start to hate me too? And baby..if you knew me like I knew me..would you wish to never have known me, like I find myself doing?

Don't resent me
when your feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest...