At this point I'm starting to give up on people, cause you might know my name, my face my clothes, but you don't know me.. so stop thinking you do...

Diamonds are tears
rubies are drops of blood
emeralds are the color in my eye
silver is the color of my blade

silver is the color
that makes the diamonds fall down
the rubies to run
and the emeralds in my eyes to glow in pain

Suck it up
Play it strong
I've cried these tears for far to long.

Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.

We've been slaves to this love
From the moment we touched

Whatever you say today
to cover your lies with a sweet surprise
whatever you say today
to fake your way through another day
watch as I stand silent
to witness this
you cover your lies with a cheap disguise

She cries herself to sleep. My dear theres no need to weep. This stories always been told, you've got a heart of perfection. When you walk into a room everyones eyes fixed on you. Everyone wants you, but nobody can have you

If I built a wall, a hundred feet tall, would that keep you in?

I am the life of the party,i just dont give a fk, its the only time i feel normal, no one knows how im so messed up,,, i want everyone to go away, i want to be alone, i cant take anymore pain

I am back to my old ways, at the party last night i drank, i smoked and woke up with guys i dont even know!!! i felt like everyone cared,i was so popular, i am killing myself slowly and i cant stop,,, im so unhappy,, im so lost