People say, "Stay positive." But you can only stay positive for so long before it just isn't enough.

It's like being suffocated while you smile,
Being too stubborn to say you're scared.

I walk through the hallway
holding my wrists
i hope no1 will see me like this
he asks me "is there any more?"
with tears in my eyes i simply reply, what did you think bracelets were for?

I can believe how everyone treats me, i try to pretend alot, there words hurt so much

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now..

You scroll through you msn list
Browsing through the personal messages,
To see everyone is just as pathetic as you.

And I know you've moved on
Yeah I know you don't miss me
and yes I know you don't even care
But I'm still where you left me with my arms stretched out, tirelessly waiting for you to embrace me I'm still wating, still wating for you...

I JUST dont have the incentive to live!

Im not sure anymore of anything, what to do, what to think, nothings right or wrong, im just not good enough for this world, is what it comes down to.

Once again its just me, alone, sitting here wondering why you left when you tell me you love me so much, is it a lie i start to wonder.