The way you kiss me makes me think that your trying to suffocate and kill us both, so we can be free from this hell hole.

Now all i do is sit in a room filled with darkness..

Atleast my foot steps won't be lonely, they each got their own puddles of tears behind them.

Today i looked at the reflection in the river
i saw a beautiful blue sky
and flowers blooming everywhere
the green grass swayed with the wind
but than i looked back
and faced the cold cruel reality
the sky was grey
and the grass , dead

I cause myself physical pain so I won't feel the emotional pain you give me...or at least so I can forget about that pain for a little. Anything for a moment of peace.

With my last breath i whisper to myself,
'this is a world i am glad to be rid of, for my presence was just a waste of space.'

I was built to break not to stand strong

I WANT TO DIE.

I just want to cry but not tears are coming out

I just don't want to do this anymore...any of it