Im gonna stay strong and pretend i dont need you, when its really you i need the most.

If you love me, you'd be here for me when i need you...why aren't you here?

...And just to let you know, i would be so out of here if i could.

I never said I was strong enough to handle the pain . Actually , I'm far from it . I guess my words just got twisted up . I just don't want to feel the hurt anymore .

You're the reason why i can't sleep at night..

Mom: How long r u gonna wait 4 him 2 call?
me: I'm not waiting 4 him.
mom: okay goodnight

.....i'd wait forever.

The only way to describe how i feel is to die

Im holding my breath just waiting for it to happen. .

I like to make believe that im fine. . but im not. .

Every person has a breaking point, I think I've just reached mine